alive

so now what
it has been sooo long since we last met
since the last complication
and now i've been very busy with school
not to mention but
life as a form 4 is like a roller-coaster ride
LOL :))
we led our own life
and i cant believe he replaces me already.
i mean how easy for him to do that and it's not fair.
maybe that has been the problem he was facing when he wanted to
ignore me but cant he just do that earlier before things got deeper.
i hate him so much
just because i wanna put him aside
cuz i got this shitting problem that i don't knnow why i can't forget him still
it's hard to replace someone that you love so much
he ownself said that to me
when he wanted to apologize
oh yeah he said he was sorry
for being such a fool
he is so FOOLISh, DUMB and all that.
he said he was ashamed for doing wrong.
for ignoring me and to let it hanging.
yup when i think about it agian
i dont know why is it so heartfelt.
maybe cuz im feeling lonely the lonliness
really bit me and shattered moi.
i know some guys.flirt with them. but it doesnt work
obviously. WHY?
mls nk type.
leave it. till now i haven't found a guy like him
until now he's the only guy that is so sweet honest dear
and i dont know.
and there's no one like him.yet
well sooner or later. alright let's leaver it ok aqish.
dont waste your time moaning about him.
that is so stupid.
go on with your life.have fun.study.
get to know some guys.
im not saying that i want to be wild.
never.
but girs just wanna have fun.
anyway
i dont know why again a pakistani
aprroached moi.
i layan him laa.he's way better looking than him.
but
come on he is so far away.
whatever. let's see how far it goes.haha
alright. bio is waiting for moi. and so byebye.