i? regret? haha

i don't regret anything. i mean why should i when now everything seems to be so frigging perfect. he's fixing me and i just let him get to me make and me fall even deeper in love with him :)

i thought i miss him. but guess i was wrong. im just so glad i realized it now. well i kind of let it all out to him on this one night because i can't keep it anymore. i need to clear it off of my chest. he was surprised bcuz to him i was kind of diff. no longer that oh so decent and super nice girl. haha. how? oh, im good at talking now. he tot i was seducing him, i mean that's sooo ridiculous. i have a boyfriend whom i love soo much. he was judging me that night and was being wow unbelievably truthful. haha. like who do you think you are eh?? it was stupid for you to think that way. just because i told you i was confuse, you push and pull me like im dumb enuf not knwoing what your intention was. just enuf of that. i was surprised too, it doesn't hurt now. so, don't think that i want you back because that's just plain wrong. so, there will be no 'what if' because i'm certain at all the decisions i've made. and thank you so much for helping me realize all that. i'm not starting anything, not even a fight though we seem to be going that way. i know how you're like now so yeah. hey, you're not that hebat pn. once i looked up to you and now, i was mistaken. easy say, you dont know how to have fun and how to treat a girl, that's why you easily get bored and annoyed. such a pity.