hit me.dush~

3 days now.and still i can't figure any way to wash away my boredom.
it's killing me ok.it's just too much
i'd plan what to do at home..but..
everything's ruined.
no actually not yet because i haven't tried once
i haven't try anything what i'd planned at home
well.it's still half possible anyway.guess i have to change them a bit.with what the condition is now.the weather.it's raining all day from when the sun rise and set.twilight till dawn...and how thing's going at home.
everything is very complicated.or maybe that is how i can describe my life.
complicated.messed up..like lifeless.

recently.i'd received a bundle of books.6 all together.
they're almost related to the stories about vampires.i mean dark stories.but they aren't monotonous.readable.fine and enjoyable.i'm reading a book titled KISS TO DEATH. i thought it's about vampire.death.romance..but it's different.well what do you expect.it's Orion's children's book.so of course nothing much about romance but i know english book will have at least a small portion about romance.it's just somehow i found it to be compulsory in either english movies and books.so i quite like the book.but since it's raining everyday.it's like the book itself seems to haunt me.as it has dark setting too.i wonder. how Venice is like. but the way the author had describe it very mysterious and dark.whatsoever.

urgghh..
my blog seems to be very dull.so boring.haiyo.
the zero in my mind descend this.
bialaa.
when i got the mood.i'll do it good.
<3,
QESH